I am still here...

For now at least, my ex is only getting worse with the help of the courts. I am trying to write my story with out too much self pity, to explain where I am coming from. i do not want too many personal details yet as I do not wish my kids to be invloved any more than they already are. I will post sections as I go along, but I may not have a home soon. But one day at a time.. Thank you for your pateince. Again I appreciate all constructive responses and help